Meeting you was fate. becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over..

Everybody hurts… sometimes.



I know its okay to feel the hurt, the pain and to be drowned in melancholy. After all, It makes me feel I am human... I am still human.

I was afraid at first. I didnt know what to do. I was confused, so confused that I need to ask for my friend's opinions.

Give it a try. Who knows, maybe he is the one you've been waiting for. The one you've been asking for. The one who could satisfy your needs and make you feel safe always. The one you can cherish and lastly, the one who will LOVE you.



LOVE? I never heard about it since my last relationship. Love is full of surprises. Love is always associated with pain and sacrifices. Love is sharing, caring and giving. Love is a wildly misunderstood although highly desirable malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain, causes eyes to sparkle, cheeks to glow, blood pressure to rise and the lips to pucker.



What is LOVE? for me, Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing to draw blood in its defense. Love is a symbol of eternity. It wipes out all sense of time, destroying all memory of a beginning and all fear of an end. But since then, Love is just another word I never learned to pronounce...



With the hunger for "love" and missing the feeling of being "in-love", I took my chance. Who can tell, this might going to be one amazing life. but I'm still afraid... afraid it may not work. afraid it may not be as good as i could think of. afraid of falling and not knowing if there is a solid ground below. afraid of being the first to fall in love and the first to feel the hurt. afraid of everything...



I still pushed my luck. chatting. exchanging thoughts and point of views. asking things i never thought i could ask. jokes. play time. mellow-dramatic lines. over-reacting traits. demands. tears. unethical behaviors. boredom. missing-you punchlines. songs to rekindle. dramas. serious-to-kidding talks. perversion. crying-time. love and romance. all over again...



And the hardest part of all... the moment of truth. Am I ready to set the fire to the third bar? Am I ready to take my chance again? Am I ready to whatever is going to happen? Am I ready to love again?

I'm so scared... not the fact that things might go on my way, but I am scared for my heart.. My fragile heart that was broken before... I dont think I could endure another pain...



Falling in love with someone isn't always going to be easy... anger... tears... laughter.. It's when you want to be together despite it all. That's when you truly love one another.

There's definitely a dangerous feeling when you're in love.. it's giving your heart to someone else and knowing that they have control over your feelings. I know for me, who always tries to be so tough, that's the dangerous thing. Your enemies, whether perceived or known, can never hurt you the way your loved ones can....It is the people closer to your heart that can give it the most piercing wound!

It is always a roller coaster ride. Points where you’ll be at the very top almost reaching The God above and at a dreadfully bottom almost friends with Satan.



Love that we can not have is the one that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest...



Life is indeed full of contradictions. Sometimes, its crazy to be sane. You need to fall to fly. People suffer because you care. You have to unlearn to know the lesson. You have to give up because you are strong. You have to be wrong to make things right. once i think it is the right thing to do, i persists my beliefs no matter how costly it would be.



And after all is said and done... I will stay... I will wait... I have been waiting for so long and the opportunity that I have at this moment, I have to hold on to it. I have to work for it. I should keep on chasing pavements, even if it leads nowhere. To love you was a treason against my religion but not to love you is a treason against my heart...

Friends..

Sa sobrang dami kong friends hindi ko na malaman kung sinong totoo at sinong hindi..nagkamali ba ako ng taong kineep? karma na nga ata to kasi sobrang ang dami kong kinalimutan na dating kaibigan..ngayon sa sobrang dami kong "akala" na friends pag may gusto akong ishare na mga bagay bagay hindi ko na alam kung kanino..kung tama bang sa isang bagong kaibigan na gusto ko mang ikeep hindi ko maramdaman ang importance ko..masyado bang mataas ang expectations ko sa mga friends ko? o i truly deserve this kasi i dont know how to keep and treasure my friends? hayz..ang hirap..

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