Letting go..

i havent got any sleep yesterday..i dont know its like something is bothering me..its my first time experiencing this and i dont know why...i just cant get over him..the songs im hearing that my neighbor is singing outside my window, the name im seeing in different sites, its like they keep on reminding me of this guy...i dont know..im not even sure about my feelings for him..i thought i just like him, i thought im just fascinated cuz hes korean? i thought he like me mooore than i like him..at first i dont really care about him..i just forced my self to like him..but why is it like this? after i decided to end things with this guy...his memories keeps on coming back..i can still remember his sweet words clearly..i can still remember how we argue..i can still remember how we have fun watching movies and even UFC..everything is just perfect..we planned things..we share our future plans together..i dont know why it ended like this..sorry if i chose not continue and end everything by just disappearing from your life..i just thought this is the best thing for both of us..i'm sorry if i made you believe that everything we shared are all Lies...Im sorry for coming in to your life and leave without saying anything nor goodbye..if im bothered because youre bothered too then im sorry..time will come youll forget me..time will come that youll never even remember the time we shared..time will come that youll forget all the feelings you have for me..Ill treasure you forever.."my one great love" -

You used to sing this song to me..

2nd day

soo tired from work..got alot of things to do! well it doesnt matter cuz i know youre just there busy with something you really love to do? maybe? lol im wondrin what youre doing right now..i cant wait to see you..anyways ive been posting things about my past relationships..on how much im hurting..its been almost a year since we last talk but idk i still miss this guy..he live too far away from me...everything is just too perfect..dont get jealous if you guys are 2 different persons..but if youre the same guy that i used to love..im really glad that you found me..youre my forever love afterall..

Baby...

Hi Baby..its almost 8am in the mornin and im having fun taking pics of my fave collections..i wonder what time is it in your place! hows last night? Im dying to know if you also like to collect cute stuff? well if youre too manly for this maybe youre collecting something that a man will collect right? lolz im dying to see you...have fun baby..

NEW IDEA..

ahmm..im actually thinking on what to do next in this blog other than posting my song for the day, words of wisdom etc..this blog is also becoming like my personal diary..since im always on and not much of a "pen holder" lol well eversince i graduated and finished my studies i barely hold a pen to write so all my planners just went to waste..mianhe? lol My boss gave me an idea about talking to someone i havent met yet..meaning my future hubby? from now on ill be posting things like im talking to HIM..so this blog will be like my own diary for HIM...:D

Today

just walk up..and listening to my fave song! well actually i got alot of fave song and it changes all the time lol but for now im currently listening to this song..

My daily Dose.....

rewatching this...i love taeyang <3 and ofcourse the song..the ring used on this vid kinda remind me of the ring that was given to me by a special someone..